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Unsaid Thank You!

Unsaid Thank You! I think I never thanked you enough- For the silence… For the lessons stitched into the ache.. You taught me how to kneel in trust.. Then vanish before I could wake… You held my heart like fleeting rain.. Soft palms that never meant to stay… And now I cradle what’s remained.. A sky half-lit, a love gone grey… Wondering still; was I too much? Or not enough to make you stay? You broke my heart without a touch.. And walked so quietly away… But here’s my thank you, soft and true.. For showing me what not to be… I lost you, Yes… And.. I finally remembered me…
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Did I Forget?

 Did I, O did I forget to tell you, how your smile doesn't impress me anymore, how you make me feel while stalking on your past, how you silently saddled me with the mean attitude and became a fake stooper. Did I, O did I forget to tell you  that you were the hero of my world and  how you turned my world into a breaking sack of smut. I wandered around thinking you'd make my castle and stud it with my favorite gems but you my darling took that only gem that was mine and gambled it for your name, oh! what a shame. Did I, O did I forget to tell you  that you found your peace so happily.  You've moved on way long before I could realize and drape the silk back that you unveiled the previous night. Did I, O did I forget to tell you  the scars you left on my body talk to me daily in the cold bed.  I soothed them with my numb fingers and  whisper back to them that "You are precious don't feel guilty so what if he is gone!" Did I, O did I forget to tell yo...
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Touched Hard! : From The Future

For the wonderful night I waited so long! You rubbed in my palm and called out a noun. I heard it so clear, so clear with my tear. I was afraid of this fear that I might lose you, my dear. My body got so cold then I took a sip of vinegar to clear what's running in my head. The noun I heard was the name I was scared of. Of that girl who so dared to get into your bed that night.  She was cold as dark as any shadow fold. Then you gave her that hug. Oh! the hug that I waited for all my life. I saw u read her love note that was crumpled in your trunk. I saw that tear roll down your cheek.  Damn, that kind of tear that I longed for that came from my eye when u went deep down my soul on the bed that I made. Your tear had an emotion that took my breath off my life and put an end to all my senses of love in the grave that you made. I am here with you not as a soul. So you can't trick me with your funny role. Go play somewhere else.  Where you can sell it off and make your goal. ...
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PART 2 How did I know?

Chapter 1 “Ma!... Ma!... Oh! Here you are. I have to reduce my weight”. Saying that I smacked my head to a pillow and started crying. Ma turned back and asked me "What is it that is bothering you?", Gently she combed my head with her fingers. "I am being bullied Ma, by my college friends!". Ma just raised her eyebrows and laughing quietly she left to do her chores. I hit my head back to the pillow and started to miss him again, Tipsy of course! I told you guys if you remember that nobody can replace him. After I lost Tipsy I got into depression and started to binge eat. Ma and Daddy thought it is the hormones playing with my age and will get back on track as every teen does. But that wasn’t the truth. The truth was I kept eating anything and everything when I thought of tipsy just to divert my mind. Never knew it could be dangerous. From 50, I turned to 80 without knowing. There was a routine health camp in our college and I had no choice but to stand on the scale a...
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