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Unsaid Thank You!

Unsaid Thank You! I think I never thanked you enough- For the silence… For the lessons stitched into the ache.. You taught me how to kneel in trust.. Then vanish before I could wake… You held my heart like fleeting rain.. Soft palms that never meant to stay… And now I cradle what’s remained.. A sky half-lit, a love gone grey… Wondering still; was I too much? Or not enough to make you stay? You broke my heart without a touch.. And walked so quietly away… But here’s my thank you, soft and true.. For showing me what not to be… I lost you, Yes… And.. I finally remembered me…
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That call; At 9:49 pm

I waited; while you called and thought I am busy with my few new friends that I just made I was busy calling you and hoped you'd answer once as your prerogative is bizarre I had a million things to tell you that night  I wanted to share the details of the interiors of our first new apartment we planned to move in together I wanted to tell that make a nameplate outside our little house of your name - which I painted with my hand I wanted to hear you laugh when I told you about our funny pillow fights I wanted to tell you what the exact cake recipe is - so that you don't mess up with our first cake I wanted to share my experiences of how I'd feel when we made love in the kitchen and every corner of our new setup  I wanted to share my last secret with you - that you were my first crush I wanted to say that we should have a rule of - one hug and two kisses even on the days we fight I wanted to tell you that you should get me a rose daily be it whatsoever I wanted to tell you th...
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Out of sight - Out of mind

The day you came in you brought a fresh start the spark in your eyes left me with no dearth of love   Your mysterious smile leaves me confused  you said; Out of Sight is Out of Mind But tell me, my love - how does it prove it; only if the things had senses and could speak for me and tell you that it's not so easy as you say The coffee mugs we held while sipping our coffee stand witness to all our long talks The beer place where we kissed each other brews our story in every mug with the smell of our love  The long chats we had and laughed our hearts louder than the music that the speakers threw in your car will remember our voice The cutlery sensed our emotions and feelings about what we poured out for each other on our dinner dates The walks we took together enchanted the streets and our love spell turned the road into a floruit flush which the street lights will remember for life My love for you is true, my emotions are real o my dear love all I'd say is  stay if yo...
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Mistakes Were Mine!

I looked back at those mysterious eyes -It was my mistake I was the one desperate to text you first -it was my mistake I kept looking at my phone the whole day, longing for a call from you -it was my mistake I let you kiss me on my lips while hundreds were watching us -it was my mistake I let you hold my hand and we strolled like kids calming and not fearing our love for each other -it was my mistake I took a deep breath with a sigh while you devoured my glossy shoulder and showed me heaven -it was my mistake Now how do I blame you, my love  You've left me and moved on It isn't fair if I ask you to owe me an explanation and  The reason why you drew in a line when the mistakes were mine
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Let Them & Let Go

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Still..She Waits!

  She sat by the window..dusk in her hair.. A laugh in the silence that wasn’t quite there… The teacup she held was chipped at the rim.. Much like her heart that was once full, now dim… He came with the storm..eyes wild with fire… Spoke sugar-laced lies, sang songs of desire… He danced through her soul..leaving petals and pain… And vanished like thunder..But left behind rain… “He’s just lost”..she whispers..day after day.. “He’s coming back soon… he just lost his way.”… The neighbours all mutter..they pity her gaze… For she speaks to the shadows and counts down the days… She stitched him a sweater he’ll never wear.. Placed roses for him on the empty chair… Cooked two plates of dinner.. lit candles and sighed… And laughed like a ghost that had already died… He sleeps in the arms of another; they say.. While she hums him to sleep from a thousand miles away… But mad though she seems..her faith never bends… She still calls him her lover..her someday and her end… So! she waits in the da...
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