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Unsaid Thank You!

Unsaid Thank You! I think I never thanked you enough- For the silence… For the lessons stitched into the ache.. You taught me how to kneel in trust.. Then vanish before I could wake… You held my heart like fleeting rain.. Soft palms that never meant to stay… And now I cradle what’s remained.. A sky half-lit, a love gone grey… Wondering still; was I too much? Or not enough to make you stay? You broke my heart without a touch.. And walked so quietly away… But here’s my thank you, soft and true.. For showing me what not to be… I lost you, Yes… And.. I finally remembered me…
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Forge to Forget

I fight a little more; a little more and force myself to sleep I wish I never wake up to see you again in my heart so deep I was overwhelmed with all the flattery that flowed in your words I curse myself that I got carried away by those destructive eyes I will never be able to nurture the love again in my rugged heart you left it to be  I will never smile again for my belief is buried so deep in some dark sea I did not hurt you ever even in the worst of my dreams I never smeared but only prayed for your name to always gleam I placate my soul for it doesn't know how to heal from the game you set up I shall call it an end but promise that you'll never rebound me to your tricky love again
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2:1 - I won: you lost

Bring it on Babe;  You showed me pink clouds on blue days -I gave you my heart instead: so!  You held my hand when nobody cared and kissed me on my forehead when no one could dare -I fell in your arms like a baby instead: so! You sorted the troubles I've been through that gave me some hope but you gambled my feeling and now I look like a mare -I respected you instead: so! You made me swallow your secrets and I stood by your swear -I saw you speak low about me instead: so! you muddled with all my love and gifted me pain for a lifetime I calmed you with my pure love instead: so! so my darling- you lost me for your life now and don't you dare for a cracked version of me  it is more dangerous!
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You know what - Ask Yourself!

  You snapped at me with hurtful words in our last conversation- are you listening to your heart or mind? You walk passed my house not caring to look at me- are you listening to your heart or mind? You rolled up your eyes and threw in a sigh while I wept for a reply- are you listening to your heart or mind? You slashed my name out from your favorite list- are you listening to your heart or mind? You've locked all the emotions we've shared and trashed the keys- are you listening to your heart or mind? You are happily partying and getting cosy with others are you listening to your heart or mind? If you've judged me and all of this is true - Then why does my heart beats two on a single thought of you; Why does my mind get numb and melt my fingers to dial you, my Love?
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One Step Forward

You took one step forward  You made my life so beautiful You walked two miles further  You made a journey to remember I fell in love with you and you knew it too I kept dreaming for your hands to hold mine and you ignored it without a clue I kept wondering and waiting that you'd walk beside me with great pride but you left me to look like a fool Will I ever get the one- my Prince Charm who would carry me in the crowd and kiss me with no fear who would dictate this world but kneel and kiss my feet  am I demanding for much as my eyes feel the soreness and heart feels the pain  Oh, wait! Did you just call me; A Good Friend!
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Let Them & Let Go

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Still..She Waits!

  She sat by the window..dusk in her hair.. A laugh in the silence that wasn’t quite there… The teacup she held was chipped at the rim.. Much like her heart that was once full, now dim… He came with the storm..eyes wild with fire… Spoke sugar-laced lies, sang songs of desire… He danced through her soul..leaving petals and pain… And vanished like thunder..But left behind rain… “He’s just lost”..she whispers..day after day.. “He’s coming back soon… he just lost his way.”… The neighbours all mutter..they pity her gaze… For she speaks to the shadows and counts down the days… She stitched him a sweater he’ll never wear.. Placed roses for him on the empty chair… Cooked two plates of dinner.. lit candles and sighed… And laughed like a ghost that had already died… He sleeps in the arms of another; they say.. While she hums him to sleep from a thousand miles away… But mad though she seems..her faith never bends… She still calls him her lover..her someday and her end… So! she waits in the da...
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