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Unsaid Thank You!

Unsaid Thank You! I think I never thanked you enough- For the silence… For the lessons stitched into the ache.. You taught me how to kneel in trust.. Then vanish before I could wake… You held my heart like fleeting rain.. Soft palms that never meant to stay… And now I cradle what’s remained.. A sky half-lit, a love gone grey… Wondering still; was I too much? Or not enough to make you stay? You broke my heart without a touch.. And walked so quietly away… But here’s my thank you, soft and true.. For showing me what not to be… I lost you, Yes… And.. I finally remembered me…
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Confession-Heart to Mind

Dear mind  I really tried hard not to look at him in the  first place - but I did I tried not to strike a conversation with him and  not fall for his innocence - but I did I tried not to get close and listen to  his worries - but I did I tried not to show any concern when  he felt alone -but I did  I tried not to ruffle my priorities and cross  any line for him - but I did  Now he is gone ..  I gave him away all my love that I had and now I am left with nothing but him  Is this love and if it is love..why did he leave.. How can I still like him and not hate him in so much pain You asked me to mind my self  But I’ve lost my self while struggling between freedom and love
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Just Words..

First I liked you - now I don’t  Then I loved you - now you don’t  You showed me dreams which weren’t real You made me a fool and now I wail Tell me- all that was a lie for you were never true If giving you my heart was a mistake that I’ve done ;why did you accept it  I am in pain and you think it’s not a big deal I cry out loudly in my showers and mourn quietly in my sleep I know you love me too because my heart still beats for you But all that matters to you is your big ego Come back once.. .I promise I’ll never let you go And if all of this doesn’t matter to you  then just consider that these were just and just words that can never affect you
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# you think it is

I don’t like that song anymore which we once heard together for each other # you think it’s hatred but no- I call it HURT Because every word in the lyrics pinches my heart and reminds me of you.. . I don’t like that platter we ate once and relished every bite of it discussing the ingredients that went into it # you think it’s loss of appetite but no- I call it AGONY Because every bite goes down my throat with unimaginable pain.. . I don’t like that road we drove down in my car after our dinner dates  # you think it’s prostration but no- I call it EERIE Because the road seems haunted by all our unforgettable memories.. . I don’t like that seat next to me in my car anymore  # you think it’s just that I am cloyed but no- l call it RIDICULE Because that empty seat mocks at me each time I look at it.. . I don’t like the touch of my palm and the feeling what I feel  # you think it’s just that I am familiar but no- I call it LOST Because I feel them numb and I don’t feel you in ...
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Don’t Say it!

 How much time will you take  ? = Please Don’t say- I don’t know  When did I hurt you ? = Please Don’t say- you should know it better Where did I go wrong ? = Please Don’t say- ask yourself  How far have you moved on;leaving me behind  ? = Please Don’t say- I’ve never started in the first place  Don’t you cry for me like the way I do  ? = Please Don’t say- You’re not worth my tears Does your heart not pain too  ? = Please Don’t say- You’ve made me heartless  Will we ever get back together  ? = Please Don’t say.. . a word
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Yours Completely

I’ve tried my love; I’ve tried I’ve tried putting myself to sleep but I jolted up  dreaming about you I’ve tried my love; I’ve tried  I’ve tried warning my head not to think about you but it says it is stressed with the feel of your last touch I’ve tried my love; I’ve tried  I’ve tried telling my heart to erase all the emotions and break the bonds that we built once but it laughs instead and tells me that true bonds can never get erased I’ve tried my love; I’ve tried  I’ve tried looking for the other bonds to compete with yours but they all laugh back and say- I am already completely yours I’ve tried my love; I’ve tried  I’ve tried to withdraw myself from you but realised that there is no place for me in myself as every inch by inch is filled with you my love!
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WAITING

I am waiting my darling; I am waiting  For that wonderful day to fall into your arms For that special moment to win your heart I am waiting For the lasting hug you promised me years ago For the breath taking kiss you left me to imagine the taste  I am waiting  For the long conversations with lot of romance  For the frantic touch with only love  I am waiting  For the long walks holding each other’s hand For the rustic laughs with which we left people around us baffled  I am waiting I hope you make it quick for I have no problem in waiting; but the time I’ve got is shorter than my hope of waiting
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A Love Wish

 I wish you were here beside me to cuddle me and tell me all the stories of your day I wish you locked my palm with yours; kissed me on my hand and kept looking deep into my eyes I wish you let me rest my head on your shoulder and you brushing my hair humming a sweet song to me I wish you pat my shoulder with a rhythm; gently pecking my cheek and putting me to some sleep- that I longed for I wish you had the same love for me like what I see in your eyes for her I wish you said -I love you and only you till moon and settle there forever But all this is just a wish and I wish that this wish comes true
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Still..She Waits!

  She sat by the window..dusk in her hair.. A laugh in the silence that wasn’t quite there… The teacup she held was chipped at the rim.. Much like her heart that was once full, now dim… He came with the storm..eyes wild with fire… Spoke sugar-laced lies, sang songs of desire… He danced through her soul..leaving petals and pain… And vanished like thunder..But left behind rain… “He’s just lost”..she whispers..day after day.. “He’s coming back soon… he just lost his way.”… The neighbours all mutter..they pity her gaze… For she speaks to the shadows and counts down the days… She stitched him a sweater he’ll never wear.. Placed roses for him on the empty chair… Cooked two plates of dinner.. lit candles and sighed… And laughed like a ghost that had already died… He sleeps in the arms of another; they say.. While she hums him to sleep from a thousand miles away… But mad though she seems..her faith never bends… She still calls him her lover..her someday and her end… So! she waits in the da...
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