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Unsaid Thank You!

Unsaid Thank You! I think I never thanked you enough- For the silence… For the lessons stitched into the ache.. You taught me how to kneel in trust.. Then vanish before I could wake… You held my heart like fleeting rain.. Soft palms that never meant to stay… And now I cradle what’s remained.. A sky half-lit, a love gone grey… Wondering still; was I too much? Or not enough to make you stay? You broke my heart without a touch.. And walked so quietly away… But here’s my thank you, soft and true.. For showing me what not to be… I lost you, Yes… And.. I finally remembered me…
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Until We Meet

  And.. . the ultimate expression of love never exists    I waited and counted the days I kept wondering if you ever existed  I was searching for you in all the wrong ends I kept running after the selfish means I thought you were him but again it’s a mistake  I shouted loudly but no one even cared I wept my heart out and no one even stared  You were just there in my head and nobody will take your place I keep thinking about you in every song I hear Wondering how you would look like and what your voice would sound like  You are deep down inside my heart  even if you aren’t real My friends laughed when I spoke my mind a little loud  They thought I was funny and deranged  I hope we meet soon my love.. .
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Before you Judge!

And it took a lot of courage for her to leave him behind and never look back It’s easy for others to judge her but what she had gone through only the dark nights knew It’s easy for others to judge her but all the tears she shed will never reveal her feelings  even if you come and beg  It’s easy for others to judge her but the hollowness in her heart can never be filled by anybody again It’s easy for others to judge her but  all her hurtful stories were heard by her pillow when she wept and trusted no one  It’s easy for others to judge her and ask her to forget.. but the taste of the hurt is so bitter  that it reminds her the flavour of those flashes which were all untrue 
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A Heart Ache

I met you that night.. Our eyes met each other before we even got introduced to one another  I smiled when you smiled.. But we had conversations going on..,that no one noticed I shook hands with you.. I felt the vibes passing through  I jammed people with my talks..But kept looking into your eyes instead   I laughed a little loud.. Hoping I catch your attention  I acted a bit nutty.. To make a lasting impression   I drew no limits.. That’s exactly where I guess..,  I committed a mistake You left and you were gone so far.. It hurts that you didn’t even try Now I hear about you from my friends and that feeling sinks me down  I am trying to push myself up again but this time I am not the same Thank you for breaking me but why did you waste all your energy to crush me down  You should have simply ignored me that night.., If it was so Simple ..then why didn’t you?
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Coffees and Songs.. .

I hope you don’t disappoint me again! I walked out of my office quickly  I crossed the street and waited for past one hour I put on my headphones patiently and turn on the music I am listening to your favourite song which you made me listen a thousand times  I sing the lyrics aloud and people stare at me I wait and look at my watch for time that moved so slow I move to a coffee stall next to me and decide to sip some coffee  It is showery and slightly cold; the coffee is nice and hot  The songs that played on the radio are perfect and suit the weather  I look at my watch and keep staring at every car that passes by Suddenly the voice of an old guy at the coffee stall alerts me  Saying.. . -You are just wasting your time and accept the fact that you saw him dead He was your love and we all witnessed the car crash You too must believe and move on for the best I scowl back at him and thump on his counter for a bill He looks down with bemoaned face and before h...
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A Confession-

Will I ever confess -that I keep thinking about you the whole day Will I ever confess -that I keep talking about you to my close friends  Will I ever confess -that I get a little restless when I don’t hear from you  Will I ever confess -that I feel very safe talking to you Will I ever confess -that my bonding is growing stronger then ever  Will I ever confess -that I might just feel like a loser if I ever lose you Will I ever confess -that I wasted half my life searching for a guy like you Will I ever confess - that it’s not just friendship but more than that Will I ever confess -that.. .all of that I just said are not just words but something that my heart feels for you Will I ever confess  -that I’ve fallen in love with you  Will I ever.. .
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At the bar; when things go bizarre..

I was sipping on my drink and sat calm with no blink My friends acted crazy and called me lazy I saw you walk in and checked if we were doing fine You seemed so cute but a little tepid  I was sipping on my drink and I shifted my focus Our eyes met each other and spoke some unheard conversations that moment  You knew that I knew it too and yet you were calm  I was sipping on my drink and gave you a smile You looked at me and smiled back Oh that smile! I fell for it I knew that you sensed it but you were quiet  I finished my drink and danced a bit You didn’t care and thought I was being a bling  And then you never dared to speak a word I broke some blockades and put my shyness to an end Finally thought I’ll confront you with all my feelings but there..,there.. Wow I saw you shaking hands with another person with a lot of zing.. I quietly went back to the bar and picked myself another drink.. . Cheers to my luck I chose to Stay Quiet 
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  She sat by the window..dusk in her hair.. A laugh in the silence that wasn’t quite there… The teacup she held was chipped at the rim.. Much like her heart that was once full, now dim… He came with the storm..eyes wild with fire… Spoke sugar-laced lies, sang songs of desire… He danced through her soul..leaving petals and pain… And vanished like thunder..But left behind rain… “He’s just lost”..she whispers..day after day.. “He’s coming back soon… he just lost his way.”… The neighbours all mutter..they pity her gaze… For she speaks to the shadows and counts down the days… She stitched him a sweater he’ll never wear.. Placed roses for him on the empty chair… Cooked two plates of dinner.. lit candles and sighed… And laughed like a ghost that had already died… He sleeps in the arms of another; they say.. While she hums him to sleep from a thousand miles away… But mad though she seems..her faith never bends… She still calls him her lover..her someday and her end… So! she waits in the da...
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