Unsaid Thank You!

Unsaid Thank You! I think I never thanked you enough- For the silence… For the lessons stitched into the ache.. You taught me how to kneel in trust.. Then vanish before I could wake… You held my heart like fleeting rain.. Soft palms that never meant to stay… And now I cradle what’s remained.. A sky half-lit, a love gone grey… Wondering still; was I too much? Or not enough to make you stay? You broke my heart without a touch.. And walked so quietly away… But here’s my thank you, soft and true.. For showing me what not to be… I lost you, Yes… And.. I finally remembered me…
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Too late.. To realize

That day when my hands got cold and my eyes were filled with tears..

you stood quietly watching me instead of hugging me.. I did not realize then!


You saw me in vain and kept looking at me while I poured out my pain to you..

you stood quietly watching me instead of hugging me.. I did not realize then!


You got close to someone and showed up a different self leaving me stunned..

I felt lonely and soaked myself in bottles of wine..

you stood quietly watching me instead of hugging me.. I did not realize then!


you showed me tough life which I never complained of..

left me with all odds to fight and handle half-rotten brains..

I explained and pleaded with you to take me away ..

you stood quietly watching me instead of hugging me..I did not realize


I fought my challenges with great dignity and hoped good for us as I saw some sunshine in our relationship

I was happy finally- I thought so and just because I back answered you thwacked my dreams and

you stood quietly watching me

no! no I do not need a hug this time .. I did realize it this time

i did realize it this time 

I am stuck, as

I don't dare to fight- I am not a coward

I don't have the patience to wait- I am not impulsive

I don't have the heart to understand- I am not judgemental

I don't have the wish to live- I am not hopeless

I don't have an aim in life -I am not hollow

I am just an ordinary woman who wants love and a hug. 

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