Unsaid Thank You!

Unsaid Thank You! I think I never thanked you enough- For the silence… For the lessons stitched into the ache.. You taught me how to kneel in trust.. Then vanish before I could wake… You held my heart like fleeting rain.. Soft palms that never meant to stay… And now I cradle what’s remained.. A sky half-lit, a love gone grey… Wondering still; was I too much? Or not enough to make you stay? You broke my heart without a touch.. And walked so quietly away… But here’s my thank you, soft and true.. For showing me what not to be… I lost you, Yes… And.. I finally remembered me…
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I am trying.,

 I am sorry for being so naive 

-For not walking in your shoes to get to know you better


I am sorry for not being a shoulder 

-When you wanted to rest and shed some tears and feel better


I am Sorry for doubting you 

-When you were seriously making our future and I imagined you were stalking someone other


I am sorry for not expressing my views so clear

-And left you to understand it by yourself 


I am sorry for not telling you that you actually hurt me

-You hurt me while you happily ignored me


I am sorry again for complaining 

That I spoke my mind just now


If sorry is the only word that can patch us up back to what we were then..

I am sorry a zillion times and more


Finally I am Sorry..

And if I am saying this., it means I am trying

And if I am trying., it means I want you back 

And if I want you back., it means I love you!




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