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Unsaid Thank You!

Unsaid Thank You! I think I never thanked you enough- For the silence… For the lessons stitched into the ache.. You taught me how to kneel in trust.. Then vanish before I could wake… You held my heart like fleeting rain.. Soft palms that never meant to stay… And now I cradle what’s remained.. A sky half-lit, a love gone grey… Wondering still; was I too much? Or not enough to make you stay? You broke my heart without a touch.. And walked so quietly away… But here’s my thank you, soft and true.. For showing me what not to be… I lost you, Yes… And.. I finally remembered me…
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There is a difference!

She is wrong again! She wasted all her love and time.. . Another cold person she walks out on today  It’s ok till she sips on the red wine.. . Till she finishes the last sip from the bottle  She will start it all again tomorrow.. . When you’ll seem like another warm person to her   She will never walk away  All she does is..walks in and out She is not a psycho as you called her She is a nightmare.. . There is a difference  But the day she walks out  She will call it The end!
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Why did it hurt her?

She was always there for him through his thick and thin She quietly did everything for him but never bragged about it She waited for him till late night everyday so that she could have some time of his  She kept waiting for him throughout the day and had her meals all alone She went shopping and chose her collection of clothes as per his taste She never got a compliment ever and he did not have time to look at her She did things to make him happy and was never appreciated  She was slowly hating herself and he did not even bother  She stood up one day and spoke for herself  And she was told that she should not have expectations  She sat calm and looked at her feet  That kept stopping her from walking away from him Her feet hurt real bad that day but she kept looking at them
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Should have-“ . . . . “

I heard the city lights buzzing that night and all the other noises faded Where I sat down on a half broken pavement  And I kept looking at my palm and my vision was blur I had a choke in my throat which was hurting me when I tried to swallow  You should have stopped for a minute and thought  You should have asked me once for if our love was real ever You should have looked at the tattoo on my wrist again  You should have seen my hands shiver You should have watched my toes were curling  You should have touched my arms that were icy cold  You should have felt my breath that was palpitating  You should have seen straight into my eyes and waited for me to tell you that  You were the only one that mattered to me  And that my life is incomplete without you You left.. You should have..you didn’t  But you could have..you didn’t  Then you would have.. but I didn’t.. I just wished that  things “should have” never ended that way!
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You said you loved me I trusted you  You said you hated me I trusted you  I trusted you! You swore you can never love any other person again ..I trusted you You claimed you can find someone better than me..I trusted you I trusted you! You said I can never hurt you ..I trusted you  You said you were hurt by my actions..I trusted you I trusted you! You said you cannot imagine a future without me.. I trusted you You declared you can live a happy life without me..I trusted you I trusted you! I forgot I had a choice too and instead I kept trusting you!
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Let Them & Let Go

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Still..She Waits!

  She sat by the window..dusk in her hair.. A laugh in the silence that wasn’t quite there… The teacup she held was chipped at the rim.. Much like her heart that was once full, now dim… He came with the storm..eyes wild with fire… Spoke sugar-laced lies, sang songs of desire… He danced through her soul..leaving petals and pain… And vanished like thunder..But left behind rain… “He’s just lost”..she whispers..day after day.. “He’s coming back soon… he just lost his way.”… The neighbours all mutter..they pity her gaze… For she speaks to the shadows and counts down the days… She stitched him a sweater he’ll never wear.. Placed roses for him on the empty chair… Cooked two plates of dinner.. lit candles and sighed… And laughed like a ghost that had already died… He sleeps in the arms of another; they say.. While she hums him to sleep from a thousand miles away… But mad though she seems..her faith never bends… She still calls him her lover..her someday and her end… So! she waits in the da...
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