Should have-“ . . . . “

I heard the city lights buzzing that night and all the other noises faded

Where I sat down on a half broken pavement 

And

I kept looking at my palm and my vision was blur

I had a choke in my throat which was hurting me when I tried to swallow 

You should have stopped for a minute and thought 

You should have asked me once for if our love was real ever

You should have looked at the tattoo on my wrist again 

You should have seen my hands shiver

You should have watched my toes were curling 

You should have touched my arms that were icy cold 

You should have felt my breath that was palpitating 

You should have seen straight into my eyes and waited for me to tell you that 

You were the only one that mattered to me 

And that my life is incomplete without you

You left..

You should have..you didn’t 

But you could have..you didn’t 

Then you would have.. but I didn’t..

I just wished that  things “should have” never ended that way!